my life is over. just bathed after my freakin' match. How can i ever lose to tat gurl again. totally give up man. my fighting spirit was so lacking when I need it most. my serve really really jia lat. haization. feelin' really down. anyways, found out dad going bangkok. W/O me and sis and mum. Hmpf! didn have any dreams tis few days. wierd. i miss school. my life sux. I gotta hit more often and really improve if I wanna get any further in tennis. but oh wells. have another match nxt thursday to look forward to. song of the day: Welcome to my life by Simple Plan my sis can be one great person. makes me laugh wheneer i'm down. oh wells. need chocolate badly but staying away frm it all. or else. btw, did i mention tat my life sux? oh well, be assured tat I will bounce back frm my second defeat. The humiliation is wayy too much for me to handle. and I so can't wait for 14th december when i can finally go out with my good fren.